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Roxie
November 5th, 2008, 02:45 PM
Well, I've been a member of this forum for about 4 years now (unofficially) and I love it here. But, due to various personal issues and intense internal struggle, I'm going to be leaving for a while, just to clear my mind. I have been battling with thoughts of suicide and other thoughts for a long time now. It's been suggested that I be hospitalized for at least 30 days and I am greatly considering it.

At the moment, I cannot afford to see a doctor or Psychiatrist, but I'm working with my insurance company and other organizations in my area to help me.

It's been fun here on Furry to Furry. And if I am feeling better, and still alive, I should be back by by 22nd birthday, May 16th 2009. Maybe sooner, depending. I may say my final goodbyes later on this week.

I wish everyone the best of luck in everything they do. And I hope everyone here takes the time to strengthen their current friendships and maybe even reach out to someone you wouldn't normally talk to.

As they say in Russian Do svidaniya, Until next time.

~Roxie (aka Blue Doggie)

Idesin
November 5th, 2008, 10:08 PM
We'll miss you friend, Please, take care of yourself!

Equium
November 6th, 2008, 05:47 AM
We'll miss you, Roxie. It's always sad to hear of self-battles and attemped to combat. I hope you'll return fresh-faced and bushy-tailed, having fought off all your demons.

Take care. *hug*

wolf of darkness
November 6th, 2008, 06:37 AM
Roxie you will be missed. May you return a victor in your journey the rough hard times. Have faith in the knowledge that there are many here that will hold you in thier hearts and thier prayers. I hope to hear from you upon your return. Keep your head and hopes held high and we will meet again.

zealot_guy
November 6th, 2008, 08:33 PM
We'll miss you body. Be strong! *trumpets*

WillOTheWolf
November 8th, 2008, 12:41 PM
I thought is was dasvidanya?

Roxie
November 9th, 2008, 07:28 PM
good news: I'm staying at furry-furry

bad new: I couldn't afford treatment.

okay new: Self medication and meditation helps a little.

In short: I'm back.

Equium
November 9th, 2008, 07:30 PM
*hugs*

Well, it's good to have you back. I would prefer that "a little" in the okay news to be upgraded, but at least it's something. :mrgreen:

Idesin
November 10th, 2008, 12:46 AM
Well, rember, you can always turn to us for help. I might not always be on, but if you want to chat with me, I like t help people by listenting to thier problems.

Roxie
November 15th, 2008, 03:11 AM
Update: I found a mental institution that can provide me with up to a week of 24 hour therapy for free. I just need to get the courage to voluntarily 'out' myself for what I am and get committed. It'll cost me a week's pay though.

Idesin
November 15th, 2008, 12:35 PM
If you feel it will help you, then defintly, defintly do it. Nothing is worth more than your health, mental, phisical, or spiritual.