Dearborn
November 16th, 2008, 12:23 AM
Love to Hate
So ask me one more time,
for permission to what isn't even mine
although you claim to care
where the fuck were you when it was my time
You were always the one with the deaf ears
Never truelly knew me all these years
Keep a smile on just for me
and hope to break my misery.
My problems are no more than my own
but when i hide my shame, i came to you all alone
you could never be the one with the answers
just another person....another blank stare
Me and you
we can't compete
You will always win,
but i will slap on a smile
and pretend it's alright
Maybe ive tried to hard to be like you
but it's hard when you take it all away
Shatter my dreams and bring me back
I guess i should thank you that
but Sinking to this level
is a brand new low
After all of this..
what have you got to show?
You never will care
You just wont
so i hope your real happy
but i really hope you choke.
Silence
The clock strikes 3.….
I should be asleep…..
But the voice inside wont let me
A troubling thought stuck in side my head
An image of your hurt,
Replays throughout the night
Why did I see what I saw?
Why did I peruse instead of halt?
(A soul wound, now has been cut..)
(Comforting thoughts ,are torn apart…)
My Years of lust
Just fade into sympathy
And I have no understanding
Of How deep this truly runs.
So You woke up, in a pool of blood..
And You had no clue what you had done
Self mutilation was your only way to numb,
But just remember
Past mistakes are never to be undone
(The love of yesterday)
(Fuels the hate of today)
You’re endless feeling of emptiness,
Runs through every vein
And like an clog ,
you will try to drain.
And If I could show you the way.
Would you follow?
And If I fought for your cause
Would you still feel numb?
Still…I know….
I know I’m not needed
And I know it’s not my right
But I feel as if
it’s my fight
Now….
Another night,
Has been Wasted in silence
For the words I spilled out
Will never be your guidance.
So ask me one more time,
for permission to what isn't even mine
although you claim to care
where the fuck were you when it was my time
You were always the one with the deaf ears
Never truelly knew me all these years
Keep a smile on just for me
and hope to break my misery.
My problems are no more than my own
but when i hide my shame, i came to you all alone
you could never be the one with the answers
just another person....another blank stare
Me and you
we can't compete
You will always win,
but i will slap on a smile
and pretend it's alright
Maybe ive tried to hard to be like you
but it's hard when you take it all away
Shatter my dreams and bring me back
I guess i should thank you that
but Sinking to this level
is a brand new low
After all of this..
what have you got to show?
You never will care
You just wont
so i hope your real happy
but i really hope you choke.
Silence
The clock strikes 3.….
I should be asleep…..
But the voice inside wont let me
A troubling thought stuck in side my head
An image of your hurt,
Replays throughout the night
Why did I see what I saw?
Why did I peruse instead of halt?
(A soul wound, now has been cut..)
(Comforting thoughts ,are torn apart…)
My Years of lust
Just fade into sympathy
And I have no understanding
Of How deep this truly runs.
So You woke up, in a pool of blood..
And You had no clue what you had done
Self mutilation was your only way to numb,
But just remember
Past mistakes are never to be undone
(The love of yesterday)
(Fuels the hate of today)
You’re endless feeling of emptiness,
Runs through every vein
And like an clog ,
you will try to drain.
And If I could show you the way.
Would you follow?
And If I fought for your cause
Would you still feel numb?
Still…I know….
I know I’m not needed
And I know it’s not my right
But I feel as if
it’s my fight
Now….
Another night,
Has been Wasted in silence
For the words I spilled out
Will never be your guidance.